"a memory one can't share with others is as painful as swallowing needles" -ierem-

miss myself?

okay.

Right now I’m sitting at rice-bowl:family restaurant, which as the name suggest, is a restaurant where you can eat various kinds of ‘rice’-using food, and also things that uses ‘bowl’ like a bowl of noodles!. LoL. It’s located in a mall which stood beside my campus, the plaza semanggi, or the one which more commonly known as ‘plangi’. What I’ve been doing here, you wonder? Well, of course, as I’m in a restaurant, I have just finished my lunch. LoL. The thing is just I want to try the hotspot of the place without specific purpose. So, here I am typing the post. LoL

If I look to my left, I would see a groupie (quite the same with a group, but also accompanied by the ‘yippie’ thing =p) of people from the psychology faculty of my campus. They’re here to discuss a group project. I’m here to accompany one of them. Unfortunately now I’m free as they are busy discussing. LoL

Hm, should I asked myself the question “what are you doing?”, I could only think of answers such as:”practicing typing with all my fingers without any typo!”, or “Just using my rights to use the hotspot!”. Yeah, I know, lame isn’t it? The thing is I really suck at changing my behaviour, and in this moment it means typing with what I’m used to. I really wish I could type faster without any of  this fingers of mine slowing me down.

Speaking of which, I’ve been really confused with myself nowadays. It’s just I realize I know I need to change in many ways. It’s just I don’t want to do so, without reason, or at least  that’s my point of view. Lately I haven’t been the ‘me’ that I long for. The person I’d like to see everyday when I stare into the mirror. The productive ‘me’. The happy-go-lucky ‘me’. The serious ‘me’. … Okay, I know that’s quite contradictive. Well, the point is.. I miss myself.. My old self, to be exact.. and every bit of life that accompanied it. Huff.

Will I ever be ‘me’ again?

..

okay, I’ve been requested to turn my notebook off. So, I guess maybe I’ll write more later.

adieu,

.ierem.

clean neat white

wow..look at my blog’s new appearance!

allright, I know, just a day and I already changed the theme.LoL..Well, honestly I like this theme and probably will stick with it for some time.

ok, I guess I just gonna tell that

I’m ready for bed now. LoL

maybe I’ll write something later..;p

adieu,

.ierem.

starting october

well hello there! okay, I’m back now with a new and fresh theme~ -um, sorry for the dark mood, it’s already my preference.:p

oh, and I also removed the chatroll as I see that it’s not that effective..LoL

now what I’m going to say? it’s been a while since I last posted sth.. and it’s been tiring me how I can’t get my mind to focus at one thing I always want to do, writing.. phew.. can someone just help me recover my ability?

anyway..  how’s life everyone? well, I don’t know how many friends of mine are following the blog which is on hiatus now and then (my bad)..but at least if you happened to read this, say hi to me ‘k?

about my own life, I can tell you it has been good.. yeah, I just have to pass through some rough adaptive steps towards university life.. which certainly I haven’t done.. =(

hmm

so this I promise u,

I would love to write again,

and by write I mean really really write something that can be commented upon..LoL.. need u to be there when it’s done *blink*

so, I guess that’s all for the time being,

I wish everybody best of lives!

adieu,

.ierem.

hwaa

phew..

life’s been hard lately..

and I find that youtube helps a lot in recovering..

LoL

I’m really messed up and don’t know what to write..

so..

for the time being..

watch this, ok? =p

a cover for coldplay-viva la vida by gabe bondoc.

enjoy~

Aku dan Kamu

Aku menangis. Setidaknya begitu pikirku. Tapi nyatanya aku hanya diam tanpa ekspresi. Tanpa air mata dan spasi. Tanpa sinar yang biasa kubagi saat mengucapkan “selamat pagi”.